I think there's two ways to look at this. The first is from the short term perspective and the second from afar taking in the big picture.
Short term, or in the absolute now and present, I will be disappointed because they had last night's game and then preceded to score 20 points in the last 19 minutes of the game and handed the game over through turnovers, timidity, and lack of focus. Ray and Paul just looked like they were "afraid"(I know, bad word, but I already used timid) to take important shots down the stretch(more so for Ray than Paul). Then having game 7 at home and playing what I think is a mentally inferior team, if we lose, I will be bitterly disappointed.
All that said, taking a look at the big picture and reviewing the 2008-09 team as a whole, I couldn't be more happy and proud of this group of players. Rondo and Perk are worlds better now than I ever expected them to be. Baby has turned himself into a legit sixth man option off the bench. Ray and Paul had wonderful seasons. Doc showed me that he's an even better coach than I thought by getting so much of this team and leading them as far as he did.
When KG went down I thought, well, so much for homecourt, but if he can come back healthy, we can still win this all. When it was clear that he wouldn't be returning or being a factor at all, I thought, we might still be able to get to the Finals. But then Leon, Baby, and Scal all got dinged up. Then Leon was gone too. Given the adversity, given the player improvement from three young players, given that it looks that Paul and Ray should be very, very good for another ear at least, I have to say I am proud to call this team mine.
How can anyone not be satisfied with what has occurred here this year but at the same time not be truly disappointed? It really is a two edge sword as expectations were for a championship and expectations and our brains tell us we should beat Orlando. So if we don't win it all or even beat Orlando, there is much to be disappointed about. But there is also a ton to be satisfied about and a ton of stuff that lends hope and credence of great thinngs still to come with this group of Celtics.