Right now I'm a freshman in college down in Florida from Rhode Island and I am a huge fan of all the Boston big four teams, URI basketball, and a casual PC fan, and casual college football, but I am having trouble right now with the adjustment of being an out of market fan.
I have the NBA League Pass, NHL Center Ice, and MLB.TV, NFL Gamerewind and I have ways to watch URI basketball, but it's still not the same.
Now that I got these packages I find myself wanting to watch all the big games so I get my moneys worth (And not just of the Boston teams but I've been getting behind on those too).
I end up not being able to because of the amount of time it takes and I end up getting upset about that and then when I try I find myself thinking why am I doing this noone else is like this and it just keeps cycling.
Last year, when I was back home it was perfect because I would just watch my home teams with my dad and DVR games of my hometeams when I they conflicted with another and not care so much if I missed the games of the other teams because I didn't have the option to.
I use to just hating missing a minute of my favorite teams games and would try to avoid seeing the scores if there was a way I could watch it on delay (DVR or Online other ways than the packages), but now I hate missing parts of big games of teams I don't even care about and I don't like seeing scores because I want to watch those games.
Idk what to I wish it could go back to last year where I would just watch my favorite teams and pay attention to everything else that was going on in the leagues, but now I want to see everything.
It's the reason I haven't been on here lately because I'm behind on the C's trying to catch up and watch all these games that I end up not getting just about any of the games watched to be honest.
Ik I sound like I'm crazy and Ik I am but I honestly think I have OCD and thought that you guys would be able to help because ik that a lot of you are out of market fans and ik you are a good bunch of guys and would think that you'd have some tips for me to control it.