Tonight was the last straw.
I don't wanna give up on the Celtics but this is too much and is not worth it anymore.
Over the last year or so...
I can't sleep every time they lose.
My anxiety goes up before and during games that my psychiatrist had to give me ****.
I have cursed my wife with every four letter word every time she tells me it's "just a game".
4 times my wife has left the house with the Children and stayed in a hotel overnight.
Numerous times I have made my Children cry by cussing at after a bad loss.
I've suffered deep depressions after losses that I have to take Zoloft.
I don't wanna sound like a fair weather fan. I don't want to be a fair weather fan.
Anyone going through the same thing? If yes, How do you handle it?
Wow ... most on here know that there are fewer fans more devoted than I, (many
as devoted, obviously), but this is a GAME, and any obsession becomes a detriment when loved ones or healthy lifestyle are affected.
I've been a Celtics fan for over 40 years, and if you want to savor the good, you've got to learn to suffer the bad ... every sport, every team, every athlete, will have up times and down, and if we limit ourselves to
only the best, we're setting ourselves up for a great deal of disappointment in life.
Breathe deep, slowly exhale, thank God for the blessings, and keep life in a proper perspective ... the Celts have NOT won their last championship. Besides, we like having you around!