I'm not over it. In fact, the Celtics and the Bruins having great regular seasons end terribly in the playoffs has me rethinking my emotional investment in sports. It consumes too much of my time and energy and the pain-to-joy ratio is way off-balance.
In a way, I wish I could be like those people who get so much joy out of watching young players develop and who, even though they do get disappointed when the Cs are eliminated, are able to just be like, "Ah well, what are you gonna do? Great season, guys! Can't wait til next year!" But I'm not like that. I care more about the name on the front of the jersey and want to see titles, especially now that the Lakers have officially tied the Celtics in the banner count.
I understand that process is a real thing and has value, but sometimes I get the feeling that Brad and his biggest supporters put more value in process than in results, sort of like, "Yeah, we want titles, but it's more important to create a pleasant atmosphere for players and fans and a solid product on the floor every season, and that we see personal growth." It gives me a very "corporate kumbaya" feeling. Like, even if there's disappointment, there isn't really disappointment — "everything is zen." I see absolutely zero Larry-Bird-calling-his-teammates-sissies grit with this iteration of the Celtics, and that concerns me.
And I do believe the Celtics players want to win, but it's as though the buddy-buddy, we're-all-friends-from-our-AAU-days spirit that's now prevalent across the NBA has sapped a lot of these guys of some of their competitive fire. They don't despise their opponents when they're on the court; they don't want to figuratively grind them into dust. Almost like the players think that pushing a lead past 20 and keeping it there is being mean.
And what I find interesting is that the game itself is now played with that kind of spirit — lots of 3-pointers (basically a no-contact play) and not much physical, interior play; lots of ticky-tack fouls called, meaning star players are often living at the free-throw line without really earning it. In other words, the game, like most of the players now, doesn't have grit or fire to it; it's mostly finesse and seeing who can make the longest 3pt heaves.
But I digress. Clearly I'm still not over it, LOL.