I think you're being paranoid. Word of advice, you should only worry about things you can control in life. No one can control what Ainge does, you can't control if the Sun comes up, so why waste energy on it? To do so, is a recipe for trouble. There are things you can control and worry is a helpful tool to mitigate those things or prepare for them.
Now this is easy for me to say but harder to do because some folks are just prone to worrying.