To me it is the same thing with movies or music. I also believe I am a great rapper. Here is my example. I've known my friend who hangs out with Redman and works with him on projects, for 9 years. For 9 years he has known me, he has heard me freestyle and he thinks I am pretty good. I've called him maybe 5-10 times over the past 9 years to try and get together, maybe get in a recording studio, you know record some tracks, spit some bars etc. Who knows maybe even get to work with Redman.
You know what has happened? Absolutetly nothing. He never took me to a recording studio, he never rapped with me, we never worked on equipment, beat machines, 48 track slides etc. together. Never in 9 years. Not once. And he is the only person I know who has any hip hop connections. And you want me to go somewhere else, and talk to people I don't know and try even harder to be a part of hip hop? Ha! I don't want to!! Because I don't get down like that. If they don't want to be a part of me, I don't want to try and fit it with them. That is how it works with me. Did I ever get in the recording studio, did I ever spit 100 bars and make beats and record an ablum. Never, not once. So who is anyone to tell me I am not a great rapper.
It is a similiar thing with sports. If the coach doesn't pick me to play, why am I going to keep trying? I don't want to. Because I don't get down like that. Doesn't mean I'm not a great player. And if I don't get to put on the uniform and play in a real game, no one can tell me I'm not a great player. Because I do not kiss $$$.