It may seem like a strange venue to ask this question, but I've come to know CB as a great place to discuss almost anything so I wanted to know some other people's opinions.
For some back round, I'm a 25 year old professional chef. I got my 1st dishwashing job when I was 13, and I fell in love with cooking. After that, I graduated from a Voc-Tech HS in Culinary Arts and have spend the past 12 years of my career working my way up from dishwasher to prep cook, from prep cook to line cook and from line cook to Sous Chef. I've cooked in every type of environment from little mom and pop diners to high end Boston/Providence restaurants. Over the past 4 years I've been the Sous Chef (2nd in command) at two different high-end country/social clubs in RI and MA. Both of these were good, salaried positions ranging around the 37/45K$ mark.
Now, This weekend I was offered my very first Executive Chef position at a mid-level Providence restaurant. It's easily the best job I've ever had at 64K a year, and it's the perfect opportunity to really put my stamp on a place and take the jump to the next level of my career. It's not exactly every day someone reaches Executive Chef at 25 years old, and if anyone is equipped to do it, it's me. I've worked countless 50-60 hour work weeks, I've killed myself to earn every promotion, every extra dollar or two an hour, and I'm really excited. It's an opportunity I'd be a fool to pass up.
But yet, I have this little voice in the back of my head that's worrying like crazy. I've done most of the things an Exec Chef does, like ordering, inventory, menu planning, kitchen staff supervising, making schedules, etc. but I've never had to do ALL those things at one time in one place where all the responsibility falls into my, and only my lap. I'm starting to almost second guess if I'm really ready to make this step, after all I'm only 25, and most Chefs are lucky to make it to Exec status at all, and if they do it's never before they're 30-40.
So I guess my question is... have any of you in your professional careers faced a similar situation where you were on the precipice of taking one very large leap forward, and found yourself doubting your ability to take that step? What did you do about it? How can you make that seed of doubt go away or otherwise mitigate it? I don't wanna blow this opportunity that's in front of me, and I really don't wanna let a small amount of self-doubt ruin my chance to achieve my highest goals.
I'll take any and all comments and suggestions if they are relevant to the topic. Thanks