Wow. Thank you so much,guys. I was never in armed services or anything like that but it was literally torturous and I’ve finally realized I need to meet and be with people who have their own horror stories. Loved ones want to help but they can’t understand why I can’t get over all those years if it’s not occurring in the present and it’s really hurt my standing , reputation and relationship with all of them. I’ve finally realized it’s my only hope but I really think it’s the answer.