I found out the truth.
A co-worker who I thought was my friend, came over to our house after we were drinking. We began to drink some more, and my girlfriend began to profusely get more and more drunker. Drunk to a point where I know she's in that 'state.' She can't think correctly, makes dumb decisions, and doesn't even know what is going on half the time.
I had to go to sleep, cause I had work like 4 hours later. And my roommate who I trust with my life had work in 7 hours so we both went to sleep early. She wanted to stay up, and try to watch some shows with my co-worker. I trusted the both of them, so I fell asleep. I find that she isn't here anymore at my bedside, and then when I had posted this. She had given me the call saying we should break it off, etc.
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This #%!@#% had taken advantage of my girlfriend. They both decided to take a walk, and get some water and Gatorade from this 24/7 walmart. As he begins to drop her off, he starts rubbing her legs and thigh. At first shes too drunk, she asked him, "am I dreaming?" Then he forces his lips on her, and a few seconds into it. She realizes it isn't a dream, and tries to fight her way out of it. He tries to take off her clothes, but she bites his wrist really hard to a point it begins to bleed. And she threatens him saying, "if you try to rape me. I promise you'll live to regret for the rest of your life."
Then he snaps back to reality, and says that she's right.
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Its amazing how much of a snake some people can be nowadays.
We hung and was cool/close with this guy. I have trust issues, and this only solidified my belief in that. You can never ever trust nobody, or anybody for the matter of fact. You just can't. Trust is hard to earn once it is lost.
I was pretty upset at my girlfriend, not for breaking my trust by refusing to come to bed with me. But the fact she told me she really did want it, until she realized that she wouldn't ever be with me after this.
She didn't exactly cheat on me, but her being very vulnerable when drunk was a factor in it. And she says she didn't want to tell me, cause she felt so guilty/dirty. I already made my decision on what I'll do with her.
And now it just blows my mind. I would've never expected it from this guy.
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In closing, I'd like to say I appreciate all your comments, and suggestions.
This really does feel like a family, because you guys don't judge or call me names. Or make me feel like crap for being depressed.
I'm glad to be at this forum, and its my pleasure to share my problems with you guys.
Thank you.
I requested a mod to close this thread.